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| So its been little more than two years since I posted anything on this site making that photo of me about five years old. Wow. Hey time slow down just a little will ya? Well it isn't going to I'll be 27 in a few months, OH NO. Well it happens its amazing how things change though in a year. I hope the next time I decide to see if this site is still around my I'll be living who knows where and have some seniority. Being on reserve sucks. That being said I've learned a lot, I've sold myself short a couple of times and now yet again as we do I've changed again. | | |
| Amazing how my thoughts can flip in just a few moments.
I posted that and took a look at my photo, myself at twenty looking at me, he is me, but I'm not him.
Life shapes and changes us each day, I've made some changes since then, if I was to somehow wake up in his body just four years ago, the things I would change.
We can't though, time is like a river only flowing one way.
We have to make our present something our future selves will look at with pride not regret, its important to look ahead so we don't miss out on the future looking back at a time we can't change.
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| As a child I'd have been in church right now, as an adult I decide when and if I'm going to go.
More often then not I haven't been there.
Its been a stormy morning, I can feel something above the static that is, above our world, above everything we know, beyond the human reality.
There was a time when the answer was simple, people over the eons of human existence reached upwards, outwards.
For as long as humanity has existed upon the surface of this molten magnetic world we call Earth people have sought to answer some very simple but incredibly complex questions.
What are we doing here? What am I? Who am I?
Almost ten years ago I witnessed the turn of the Millennium bet a few of you forgot about that, a once in a 1,000 year event that to me at fourteen wasn't something I really cared about. I saw our dating system as something human. To the Maker of everything that is, the Divine, God, time is irrelevant.
What is eternity? Something so incomprehensible to me.
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| I haven't visited this site since sometime in 2006, I guess I stopped posting here when the NEMCC provided internet blocked access, or maybe I just got bored with it.
I'm not to sure, maybe a combination of both.
Well I'm bringing it back to life, I'm going to start posting.
And get a newer picture that was me at 20, during my emo stage judging from the haircut.
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